queentoreador:

When I am feeling like focusing on the spiritual, particular the Divine I’ve always been in tune with Loki in terms of energy: I’m a chaotic kind of person; I tend to change quickly and without warning (part of being in parts manic and depressive); I believe myself to be a thing of fire and of blood and the moon and all things that shift.

Sometimes the sheer endless chaos of the universe (and my life) is overwhelming and I sink into that cacophony. I have a tendency to lose track of the every day important things when I get obsessed with the novel and the exciting – even if that’s in a negative way like focusing on the ways my depression or mania are manifesting. Work, relationships, my own health (mental and physical) get lost in the whirlwind. I sleep all day, missing appointments, avoiding commitments, then stay up way too late reading and writing and thinking at a mile a minute.

Reading about and meditating on Sigyn is a good way of grounding myself: reminding myself that stability isn’t weakness and that sometimes the mundane requires attention so that the creative and cerebral – art and the pursuit of new knowledge and experience – can be explored more efficiently. So thank you Sigyn for manifesting tonight, letting me find your book again and showing yourself and your spirit in the kindness and care of the people who care about me. You hold the bowl and keep the chaos at bay: our Lady of the blessed mundane, the foundational baseline to the harmonies of the turmultuous universe.