shyghost:

hi. i’m shyghost. i’m 21 years old and i was in university studying to become a music educator. i also have bipolar ii, adhd, anxiety, and borderline personality disorder.

last year, my depressive episode was so extreme that i was unable to function at all. i barely made it through the school year, and needed to be hospitalized in a behavioral facility in april. over the summer, we attempted to change my meds to get me balanced again, but even with medication updates, i was not well enough to go back to school for this past fall semester.

i’m still trying my hardest to recover, but the next step that would be extremely helpful and worthwhile for me would be to join a day program. the day program is specifically for young adults in my situation who need to be rehabilitated and reintroduced to functioning as a member of society again.

but the problem is, my insurance doesn’t cover the program, and it’s 100 dollars a day. and my therapist told me the only way it would be beneficial to me was if i went for about 6 months or so.

if that wasnt bad enough, soon my health insurance plan is going to be switched and my copays are going to increase from $5 to $20. so now, each month, i’ll need $120 just to pay for my medication alone, not including therapy or psychiatrist appointments.

these expenses are making me so nervous because as of right now i’m unable to work anywhere. :/// i can’t help to pay for myself.

i really hate doing this; i feel undeserving of asking for help, but i know that the faster i can get better, the faster i can move on with my life and get a job to pay for my medications on my own.

until then, i really need help. .___.

i put a donate button on my blog, or if you’d prefer you can send money to my paypal account email: sam-hark@hotmail.com.

i understand there are many people who are in financial situations as well, and i understand that not everyone has spare #money to lend out. if you can’t #donate, please reblog this if you can, if only to spread the word a little bit. please. anything helps.

i’m desperate. this has been happening on and off for years and i just want to be able to function again.

thank you so much for reading this. i’ll be tagging this #dayprogramfunds for my followers if they want to block it.